Today’s Monday Mantra:
Focus On the Good
There is a lot going on right now. One of the things up in the air is whether or not something I have wanted since I was about 10 years old will happen or not.
There have been enormous boulders to climb over on this path several times in the past few years. I wish I could say I handled those times well, but I haven’t always. The last major derailment in 2013 was almost more than I could handle.
This week isn’t my final chance, but truly is my second to last chance. I will get an answer this week and if it’s no, then I will have one opportunity, one set of steps to appeal that decision and then the answer will be final.
I know I won’t receive an answer before the end of the day Tuesday, and maybe not until later in the week and I’m having a hard time not worrying or letting it consume my thoughts.
I want to be able to say that whatever the outcome I am content. I really do. I’m just having a hard time because as badly as I want to be able to say that, I’m not there.
For today, I just have to focus on the good.