I have felt like a failure perpetually since September. That burden gets heavy man.
I feel like I have failed in everything. I achieved my goals for my education, but the job that was supposed to come after that point I haven’t managed to attain.
And I haven’t been able to find any kind of career position in the almost 2 years that I have been looking.
I had a couple of potential opportunities and they just slipped through my fingers.
I feel like a failure.
I failed at my biggest goal ever.
I am failing to fully support myself financially.
I am failing at planning for my future.
I am failing at friendships.
I am failing as a wife.
I am failing to be the person I want to be.
I am failing at my faith.
I just feel weary of carrying this burden of failure around.